I'm many of us started with a condom covered cock but soon gave in to the desire of needing to suck a bare cock for that self satisfaction that your feminization is fully completed.
I'm sorry your first time had to be sucking a rubber, not much different than a dildo. While you should always require it for anal sex, I intensely dislike sucking a rubbered cock! I see your later cocksucking videos and it looks like you got to experience sucking a cock for real. You will be pleasing a lot of men I'm sure with that hot ass and hot mouth.
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